Spiritual Warefare

This week has got to be one of the craziest weeks Not with like what we are doing here but just with all the past challenges I am still trying to keep. This being a Christian thing is so hard, I can't get pissed or curse. And I am to serve my brothers and sisters expecting nothing, I am supposed to give all that I have because it is Gods in the first place. And I am supposed to seek Gods voice in all of the above. Yet sometimes, I still need to use my own judgment. And my mind gets me running back on my choices, second guessing myself. (JESUS!)

It was very interesting how Roger said spiritual warfare was more about our identity with God and just declaring the power He has given us through Hs son. I thought we would be learning all about casting out demons and rebuking the devil, but it was barely covered and even Roger said be cautious before you start rebuking what you think may be a demon. Cause some things we think are bad and of the Devil may just be God allowing things to happen or just the world and it's messed up way operating that is causing this. He gave me a lot to think about. He touched on healing and sickness, which i must say hit a soft spot in me. I have severe sickness in my family and I still don't know the reasons why it's been this way for all this time. All this stuff seems to link back to others issues I have , I feel so overwhelmed with these things and before you say just give it to God and it will be all good. That my friend is the hard part. Even though I've asked God why or what reason He does this, I still have to watch as this loved one is in daily pain. I'm just so sick of talking about all this crap, I am trying not to give into discouragement so I will end this entry.

Dobro!